From the smallest seed,
the greatest tree,
yet burial and planting are often similes
so death precedes,
awesome beauty.
Shall I have to die?
is that characterized,
By the tears that congregate in the pews of my eyes,
each time I get hurt it’s Sunday,
or the fears that haunt my nights like a hardworking Ghost
robbing me of rest, as though it clocks the hours I couldn’t sleep for payday.
I seek to grow,
through the feeding of proteins to my muscles,
through the daily grind of a boring hustle,
through the scales of dragons and the feathers of chickens that I rustle,
I seek to grow,
Through the acquisition of knowledge,
through the understanding of each message,
as the evidence of time’s passage,
I seek to grow.
But to what end?
what consequence shall my growth avail,
shall I be a better friend,
Shall I be able to sail,
through life, and through it’s storms,
through success and through failure
smooth seas, after all, never made a good sailor
but in seeking growth, and then in growing,
maybe one day I shall be,
growing into,what the universe conspired as, my destiny,
which brings me to He,
for in my nature and through His nurturing,
I believe there is an underlying design
of a man, and I’m growing up,hopeful, that I someday fit that outline.
God has a precise depiction of what a perfect man is
and it’s transformation from my imperfection, to that definition that I’m desiring,
beyond the fear of missing heaven,
is a need to be like Jesus,
that is the true measure of what metamorphic growth is!
I simply want to be transformed
to be reborn
to be renewed
to be made new
in His image and likeness
to Have God say, I Like this,
To have Him smile when He notices
what I have grown up to be.
So here’s my plea:
life may sometimes give me lemons,
and I may not have the culinary skill to make lemonade,
and experience is a cruel teacher ,that gives a test first and the lesson in the following days,
but out of all of this let this one statement be true in my eulogy:
That I grew into a good man and that they saw Christ in me.